Fashionable excuses

Posted December 31st, 2015 by Nate Wessel

Well, damn, huh? I moved to a city with a fashion district, and my last five posts have been about maps, stuff I could be working on literally anywhere.

The first few months in Toronto have seemed to see me divorced from my physical, tangible work; I’ve sewn a few things, sure, but nothing interesting, nothing that engaged my mind as much as my hands. I was trying to figure this out over the winter break and came to a few conclusions:

  1. I’ve been busy. Let’s just get that out of the way, though it isn’t the interesting answer or the most truthful one.
  2. My new apartment is too clean and new; I can’t tack shit up all over the place for inspiration. I’m currently working on making a mess of it.
  3. I don’t know anyone here beyond a few people, so what’s it matter what I look like? Part of the fun for me may have been just in making myself uncomfortable around people I know, rebelling against any personal identity as it began to form in anyone’s mind. Or in my own?
  4. I’m no longer surrounded by artists capable of understanding form. Academics, every day!
  5. Or, to elaborate on #3 further: am I saying that I have to feel known to be seen? Or that communication is properly dialectic rather than expressive? Does that sound like vapid nonsense? Will anyone who finds themselves outside of my head understand what I meant by that? I mean that without a shared context of formal expectation, a shared expectation of what certain things usually look like, there is little message content to a violation of the non-expectation. This is related to entropy and information theory, which makes me suspect my own thoughts. Just because I happen to be reading a book on that topic right now, doesn’t make it relevant!

So… I really need to get on top of making something! I have well over a thousand dollars worth of fabrics and materials just lying in piles, and more than a dozen stores within walking distance if I found myself missing anything at all.

What’s on the block?

Well, I should stop making lists that no one will read now. With hope, publishing this on new years eve will help to cement these little plans in my mind and perhaps with luck some of them will make the transition into jpg and then into your own mind.

Jeremy December 31, 2015

Nice resolution, now get to it! I wanna see a process post by the 5th.

Nate Wessel December 31, 2015

Yes sir!

Jocelyn January 5, 2016

I definitely relate to the feeling of being in a new place, alone, dealing with the prospect of crafting an identity.
Also, leather pants are important. I tore the crotch seam out of mine while stepping over a baby gate (I had foster kittens at the time), and have missed them ever since. I can’t wait to graduate, get a job, and have sewing time again.
JMC

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